i'll be honest... i'm still feeling quite messed up.
but slowly i'm regaining grasp of my thoughts.
some key points i'm beginning to realise:
1. right now, its a partnership, not a relationship. and i'm cool with that. <--understanding this point is vital =)
2. i feel much more comfortable supporting you in the background. <-- perhaps i'm not ready to step up yet too!
3. i shouldn't let the progress and opinions of others stress/influence/sway me because from the start this partnership defied social expectations and norms.
4. i know i can always count on you. and for now, that's enough =)