Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Ever watched Kamen Rider? Its like Power Rangers, just that the focus is usually on a sole Rider instead of a team of Rangers. Like Power Rangers, Kamen Rider always wins. Every week a new threat will emerge, and the main character will dutifully transform (Henshin!) into Kamen Rider and remove the threat. I look up to Kamen Rider. He always gets the job done alone, never failing, never complaining. And even when he occasionally gets owned, he will always bounce back with new powers. But sometimes I think nobody gives a shit about what Kamen Rider is doing. Maybe there really wouldn't be a difference if Kamen Rider doesn't try so hard. Maybe it'd be better to let Aliens conquer us. Who knows? They could be benevolent masters o.o Maybe if Kamen Rider stopped intefering, the Government could properly work out a plan. So Kamen Rider Kamen Rider, what are you protecting? why do you protect it? did someone ask you to? rara. comical post, messed up thoughts.
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...stupid hyper intuition is ringing none stop and I don't have a clue what's happening so I'm just trying to ignore it. Just try your best, try everything you can. Everything will be just fine. Everything will be alright. I keep telling myself that =/ bad time to be overseas km!
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This was the direction that I determined to be the best from the beginning. The Masterplan. So why is it that now that everything is going to plan, i'm starting to doubt the direction that i'm moving in at every turn? Should I stick to the plan? Or have things changed so much from the original situation that it calls for a different approach? More importantly, do I want to stick to the plan? Would it produce the best outcome?
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Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Neutral form heavily compromised.
I was sharing these thoughts with Kok Wei during the long hours in EMR... "Nothing is as powerful as the subconcious mind. Even if you make a concious effort to not behave in a certain way, As long as your subconcious mind has determined to act in an opposite manner, The subconcious mind will always succeed in subtly driving you to act in that manner. The most scary part is that you will always be unaware that the subconcious mind is actually prevailing over your concious effort. You will do things unknowingly, and you will remain convinced that your concious effort is paying off. In short, the subconcious mind is like a box we're stuck in. We are only able to act within it, not apart from it. We may make an effort to get out of it, but we can never be entirely sure that we really are out of it." Best be true to yourself =/
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Back when I was younger, I shunned all religion. I would confidently say:" I don't need religion, religion is for people who are too weak to stand by themselves and need something to support them." Perhaps its because I've gotten older. Or maybe not, maybe I've really become weak. But I'm starting to think, I might need a religion. Cos there are too many questions I am unable to provide answers for by myself.
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