Tuesday, November 30, 2010
When being led, you get noticed for being excellent. When leading, you're expected to be excellent. When being led, you are given space to make mistakes and learn. When leading, you're expected to shoulder the mistakes of others and let them learn. When being led, you only have to focus on doing one thing. When leading, you have to look at the ever-evasive "big picture". I guess there's a reason why, when presented with a choice, I chose not to go command school. I guess there's also a reason why I chose to get a Cloud Guardian ring instead of the Sky ring. Its so much easier to perform without pressure.
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Sunday, November 28, 2010
What if no matter how hard you try to fight it, you end up visiting the same time and place whenever you're alone, night falls and things quieten down? Perhaps I regret not doing more to save the relationship. Perhaps I should go to sleep.
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Friday, November 19, 2010
Thank you so much :D Much appreciated!
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010 Hero goes on a toy hunt!
Went on a toy hunt today! Original motive was: 1. Check out the omocha!/toy catcher/UFO machine at iluma that ziyu mentioned. 2. Rob the UFO machine shop at marina square of their sweets cos ziyu wanted more :D Original cost would have been minimum, cos the sweet machine is so easy -.-" But but. I went to iluma, but the machines there were duo-claw (scammer) ones! 0% chance of winning. So, I headed on to my next destination, marina square! Since the mission was just to get a few sweets, I wasn't intending to massacre the shop that day. BUT when I reached the place I saw this CHRISTMAS DISNEY SET. Its like the Christmas edition of my favourite Furry Disney Set (Stitch, Pooh, Bunny, Mickey). And they were screaming at me to rescue them from the machine! Sooooooo being the hero I am, I used my abilities and caught the whole set with a mere 14dollars, including the sweets which I had came for :O  (See... I rescued them from their prison:D:D:D) Deproved quite abit but nevertherless... Attracted quite alot of attention! hahahahah was fun :D But catching toys alone feels so strange. Wish Kang Ming and Joel were there like before. Then I can teach them how to catch themselves so they can give to girls and stop asking me for toys! Owells, probably will see them soon. F3 FTW!
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Monday, November 15, 2010 Personal Mission Statement
Today, I reviewed my Personal Mission Statement!
For those of who are still uninitiated, the Personal Mission Statement is a product of habit two: begin with the end in mind. In short, its putting in words the direction which you would like to have your life move in. That way, you won't get lost :D
I figured that after a year, some of my priorities and thoughts would have shifted, more or less and hence it needed some adjustments.
Apart from coming up with a new statement, I reviewed the old one, checking to see if I had achieved the goals I had set and abided by the principles I had laid down for myself. Guess what?
... I failed totally lol.
In my role as a "student", I hit all my goals...
 but but . . .    in the "tutoring", "friendship" and "son" roles... well I barely passed :O and omg I used to be so childish! (Still am but...)
Haha so sad!
Oh well.
This time the goals are set for the roles "Academic" (as usual), "Taekwondo", "Tutoring", "Personal", and "Friend".
I really hope I clear them all this time!
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
As much as I hate you for leaving, you did make me grow up much. Thanks for being my partner, you really were the best. Thanks for teaching me that love is important, but it takes much more than love to be lifelong partners. Thanks for always pushing me, never letting my conceited nature get the better of me. Thanks for bringing me back to reality, intelligence clearly isn't everything. Thanks for bringing me out of my comfort zone, that's where I truly learn. Thanks for acomodating my forceful and sometimes childish character, it must have been hard on you. Thanks for turning back, even after you'd left, to check if I was okay. Sorry for pushing you away all those times. Thanks for everything, but from this point forth I'll walk without you. I won't reply to your messages anymore, cos there's really nothing much left to say between us. Please be happy, thank you Joy.
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Friday, November 12, 2010 and there, I'm on the floor again.
From the moment you broke my silence with that message, I knew I was headed for a crash again. True enough, you've got me sitting alone again, pondering the same questions I've been pondering for the past 3 months. Replaying scenes from last year. Revisiting hell. I really do wonder what your purpose was. Cos to hear you say "The both of us are officially together now" still hurt, even though it was something I had known and been expecting. And to hear you ask "so when are you gonna get attached?" hurt even more. I broke down, of course I broke down. But before that, I wanted to flare up. Or at least ignore your message. But I didn't do any of that. Of course I didn't. Cos in spite of all I say and do, you really still do matter too much to me.I wonder if its the same for you? Cos you said: "I love you, but you must understand..." but that's the problem. I don't understand.
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Friday, November 05, 2010
Close the door, turn the key on everything that used to be. If it means that little to you, it shouldn't mean that much to me.
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