Lets see, 4H2, 1H3, and actually studying. Things that people wouldn't have expected to happen to Jw in the past has actually taken place. I won't say I'm a changed person, others can judge that, but I'm certainly not the same... there's a difference, you know. However, there's so much contrast between Jw from the past to my current self, I'm having trouble deciding which one I actually am. Thats quite alright... cos I don't see how "losing oneself" is as scary as everyone deems it to be.

I notice I've been distracted, sidetracked, wavered from my planned “just study through the 2 years quickly" route, and ventured into other areas. Well, these ventures haven't beared much fruit and I'm seriously considering to just go back to my study routine and not care so much bout other people, since I'm obviously not getting much response. I'll give abit of time, but my patience is wavering...