I'm thinking... Perhaps I've been too uptight, attending to every small detail that I can find, hoping not to miss a thing. Worrying when you're worrying, thinking what you're thinking. But what you need really isn't another person to add on to your already overloaded thoughts.
Worry is a redundant emotion because... once I look past the initial worry, I realise that I have faith that you would be able to cope and stand by yourself.
You don't need someone to be constantly on the lookout for you, just someone to share your thoughts with, and once in awhile to support.
I'm sorry I got it all wrong, and its all so messed up now.
But I do hope we can work things out, because you're still important to me.