Back from the 5th party this christmas and this concludes the best christmas season I've had in 19 years :D

Much thanks to ziyu for brightening up an otherwise dull season!



Some things to think about!

Why do I like Vongola so much?

Because I like the concept of "Family" and "Guardian".

I am not a sociable person by nature, and I always depend on the same few people, who are like my Guardians.

There's Kang Ming, who resembles Gokudera. He's reliable, loyal, and always supportive of what I have in mind. He's the first I call upon whenever I need help with a new idea, because I know he won't turn me down, and will give me all the support he can provide. The right hand man!

Then there's Ziyu, whom I adore and respect. In many ways she resembles Reborn, suddenly coming into my life and turning it around. Always teaching me new things. Always throwing me into new, challenging situations. Always believing I have the potential. Always hitting me suddenly. Always the first to hear and understand my thoughts. Someone I have complete trust in, and has complete trust in me. The Katekyoshi!

Then there's Si Song, whom I've known all my life. He's the complete opposite of Kang Ming. He resembles the Cloud Guardian, Hibari, alot. With a mind of his own, he's always ready to challenge my ideas or even put them down, making me refine my plans closer to perfection. He is also super smart, and sets the standard for me to compete with academically. Though it seldom happens, I know he will be able to deliver results when I need to rely on him. The Cloud Guardian!

Its saddening, but over the years I've also lost guardians. Sometimes it was because I was too childish, which was the case with Wei Feng and Hilary. I regret my actions. Sometimes... things just happened, which was the case with Joy. I still wonder if I did the right thing regarding her, but I've definitely moved on since. Regardless, I miss these people.

Which is why I won't be letting go of the Guardians who are still here.
Not if I can help it.