1st book out of NS. Don't think I'm allowed to blog bout the particulars though...
But I can say stressful, but manageable.
And I realised I'm bipolar-- sometimes I feel all depressed and suddenly I'm all charged up. Strange.
All in all, surviving NS is all in the mind, need to keep myself charged up.
Hmm, selfish as it may sound, eventually, my life is about me, not NS, not someone else. Its about me, and the only certainty is me. I'll need to get through these trails... and see what actually awaits me in the future.
Though I hope you'll be there when I finally make it through...
I really don't know, and I'm really scared you won't be there by the time everything is over.
Do you understand?