I think my grades are TERRIBLE up to this point of time.
But I haven't gotten back maths so I shall leave the reflection for a later post.

My mum's irritating me...
In the same way that my dad did last year.

Talk, talk, talk.
Just keep on talking.
Not good enough.
Fucking hell, I'm already counted as doing exceptionally well among my peers, god damn it -.-

And it isn't as though my parents would have done any better than me if they were in my shoes. zzz.

Shouldn't remind them of that last point, though. The last time I told my dad I was doing much better than he ever would have done in JC to get him off my back things turned very ugly. lol.

I'm stifling under the expectations placed on me. It would help abit if I'm actually being recognized for my merits rather than being put down for being not good enough.


I'll show you what I mean:
2nd in level for Chem, but generally only passing everything else--- "CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON CHEM ONLY. NOT GOOD ENOUGH. WHO CARES BOUT UR CHEM MAN."

fine.

2nd in level for Chem, B for maths, B for GP(top), pass everything else--- "LETS NOT LOOK AT YOUR CHEM, MATHS and GP, YOUR PHYSICS AND CHINESE ARE A REAAAAAL PROBLEM. NEED TO BE BALANCED."

fuck.

2nd in level for Chem, D for maths, D for physics, D for GP(top again), and U for H2 Chinese--- "MATHS AND PHYSICS NOT GOOD ENOUGH. WHY H2 CHINESE SO BAD. GP? WHATEVER. BALANCE YOUR STUDIES!"

Chem deprove, D for an exceptionally hard physics paper, S for Chinese, and (I'm expecting B/A for maths)--- "OI WHY YOUR CHEM DEPROVE, CANNOT! PHYSICS D ONLY??? TERRIBLE! MATHS? LETS NOT TALK ABOUT MATHS. "

-.- go to hell man.
So pro you come get my results try... confirm UUUUU. Fuck know.

I know my chem shouldn't have dropped. But I'm trying to fucking balance everything, so can you just STAY OUT OF MY FACE?

I've proven my worth more than enough times, stop acting like you know more than me.
You're just older. Not neccesarily wiser.

UNDERAPPRECIATED.