I'm not gonna try and pretend the outburst on my own tagboard was just an overly warm respond to a nice comment.
I hate anything and everything that has something to do with H3 Chem. I once thought "H3 Chem" meant that the canditate was already supremely proficcient in the subject, therefore giving reason for him/her to receive additional information. I thought.
It seems to me now, that you DON'T have to be even proficcient in the subject. Lets face it, 70 for chem isn't hard to get. AT ALL. Any person who has a shred of intelligence with any trace of discipline can just grab the notes, go through it relentlessly for a week, and get a borderline A. A 70. Getting a 70 DOES NOT signify that the person is competent in the subject, it only shows the person was smart enough to go and study for a bit. In fact, even a 89, 88, does not reflect total mastery of the subject. It does, however, reflect a superiority in understanding of the subject over the 70-ers.
Why then, should a person who's not even highly profficient, or mildly interested, in the subject be allowed to take a "H3" version of the subject? Look, I may not be the most interested or most profficient in chem. But compared to 99.99% of the "H3 elites" out there, I'll bet you anything my passion and understanding of the subject is much greater.
Fine, so you can't beat me in arguing cos I'm a bastard who likes to throw mind boggling sentence structures and unsettling arguments at you, and also because you can't keep up with the flow of my sentences. So go ahead, call me a whiner, say the other people met the target of "all A and B" while I, the loser, didn't manage to do it. But hey, LOOK! its called H3 CHEM, for fuck's sake, WHY SHOULD ANYONE CARE BOUT THE OTHER SUBJECTS.
I feel like just giving up on the subject as a whole. I don't even understand why I'm doing the stupid tutorials on time. I feel like I should just leave chem alone and treat it like any other subject, like maths. What for...?
The worst part is that my closest friend is among them. So I can't hate as much as I'd like to. zz.