The past 3 days are the best days I've had in awhile.
First was the malacca trip over the weekends, which involved was an epic trip of food, food and more food. Although it was just a short trip, it managed to achieve its job as a holiday and made me feel relaxed... and happy, really happy-- something that has eluded me for awhile now. It has nothing to do with the liquor, or the gambling. Its more because of friends... being able to be somewhere and enjoy something with friends feels great, especially when you're like me and have very few friends.
I don't have pics, and a full account of the trip will serve no purpose, so lets skip that and move on to the next epic event...
So, the day after coming back from malacca, there was a 1T21 class outing. I will just skip the boring parts on lunch and deciding on what to do, cos that part wasn't exactly awesome. Kbox was, though. Singing is cool...and it makes me happy, too. And it helps to have friends alongside you when you sing, too.
As you can see, both things that made me happy have something to do with friends. Which led me to come up with my newest theory: Friends bring happiness. And it did cause some change in my perspective of friends... Hmm. How? I'm still not ready to trust, but I'm no longer totally seperated from others by the wall of pride anymore... man, this is complicating, and it sucks, oh well, won't think about it.