<<洋葱>>
如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你 沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情

The only song I've been listening to for the past 3 days or so. I like how it expresses so much within a song without using the three most overrated-and-overused words of all time.

Today was... okay, since the more tamed side of me was in control. For a few pecuilar moments I got overly angry over small stuff, though, so it seems my mind isn't as peaceful as I thought.

Been reading 論語 recently, and thinking about bigger stuff because of it. I realise I need to cut down on my arrogance, and be more truthful with friends. And my petty little fights actually don't mean anything at all, so I might as well give them up altogether.
A particular line from a song I like alot goes like this:
笑叹词穷
古痴今狂终成空
It says the passion in the past and the present will all eventually come to end, and will not matter in the future. How true.
Which is why... I've decided to take an easier prospect to everything I do. No, that does not mean I'll start slacking and leave everything to fate. But I will not be that persistent for trivial stuff that have been major parts of my life in the past 2 months.
With that mental note made to myself... I shall leave this empty blog. Bye.