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"Love is a verb. Love – the feeling – is the fruit of love the verb or our loving actions. So love her. Sacrifice. Listen to her. Empathize. Appreciate. Affirm her."

Be Proactive. If there isn't a solution, be the solution. Make things happen.

Begin with the end in mind. Know where you're going before you go, and you'll get there eventually.

Put first things first. Sure, everyone is important, but who is important to you?

Think win-win. It can be amazing for the both of us, lets make it happen.

Seek first to understand, then to be understood. I'm listening, are you?

Synergise. 1+1=3, believe.

Sharpen the saw. There's much to improve on, but we could start by starting here



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Sunday, May 11, 2008

Destiny

...I'm back here...
I guess I'm feeling more or less peaceful right now.
Its been tiring changing between different states of mind recently, but its okay now, no matter which one is in control, my goal is to win, that much doesn't change.

Despite saying that... Talking bout wanting to win and all, I'm actually feeling quite weak and tired at this point of time. It has something to do with realising how insignificant I am. In the end, the obsession to win is only to fill up the emptiness within me, to divert my attention from the areas where I have failed miserably. I have, more or less, realised that I will never succeed in those areas. I have no choice but to give up, and convince myself that my destiny lies not in those areas, and to focus all my efforts in confronting my true destiny....In yet another miserable attempt to numb myself from this emptiness.

So, I have concluded that Jw is not a social creature. Socially, I am a failure. In the next two years I'll probably walk an extremely lonely road. Why? I believe too much in myself, but people like to disagree with me. As such, I will insist forcefully on my beliefs, and will lose friend after friend this way. Yet who can blame me? More than 80% of the time, I am right, but no... they don't believe that, of course, they will just say I'm arrogant, unsensitive, unfriendly, mean ... whatever.

I now firmly believe that my destiny lies not in any social aspect. Helping the class? I will do what I can... but given my character I will create more damage within the class than helping out.


So what exactly is my destiny in CJC? What was I sent here for, if it weren't to gain true companions to aid me in future? I...don't know. For now though, I guess I'll just focus on academics. Chem, yes, of course, currently its my life. The other subjects... I will handle them, somehow. I am smart, see? Don't believe me? ... I don't really care.

I must win, thats all there is to it.

I walked into this school alone, and I don't mind walking out of it alone, as long as I win.

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