... I got no poem today.

Nvm, its okay, no one said every post needed to come with a poem...

So, I got my chem test results, 31/40... Can't say I'm satisfied, but I'm not exactly disapointed, either. That other chem god has a high chance of beating me, I think, but I'm not really concerned about that, at least for now.

All of a sudden I don't really care about being the best / not being the best anymore. And thats very strange, considering just last week the only purpose in life was to outdo him. Its as though the Jw from SJI just came back and took over for a week, and suddenly I was the arrogant bastard again. And the arrogant bastard wanted nothing but to win. But I guess in my crazy determination to win, I lost sight of what I truly wanted to achieve in 1T21, that is for the whole class to promote together. I became a hyper jerk, and things got kinda ugly, but fortunately, not out of hand. I'm glad its all over now. However, I still need to apologize to the people who had to put up with me in the last few days, I realise it must have been difficult. So...sorry, if you ever read this, that is.

I dunno what brought about the change, but it seems that the less aggressive me is back in control now. I'm just glad the crazy-arrogant-bastard me didn't tear the class apart (or at least tear me apart from the class, lol). Not surprisingly, life has been more lenient on me today after I became less mad. Looks like this mode is better. Well, I should be careful, lest I become mad again and start trying to kill people next. While I'm still in control, I should express how much I still like the class by ending the post with an (extremely rare) class picture.


Lets hope we don't fall apart.