I remember 10minutes ago I was reminding myself I had to blog about something important. But I've forgotten what it is. So I shall start typing my random thoughts until I remember what I wanted to blog about.

Note: This was NOT what I had in mind to blog about.

Random fact of the day #1:
Well speaking of random... nothing's more random than what I did today. While travelling back school today, I was listening to yes93.3 and when it came to the song dedications, I heard the dj(peifen) say "Pearlyn has dedicated this song(fahrenheits' chao xi huan ni-.-) to everyone..". Immediately, I thought of the Pearlyn I knew and even though subconciously I knew it couldn't be her, I could not resist the temptation to sms her to see if it was her. I strongly believe in coincidences, you see. Of course I knew the chances were extremely low but still....
Anyway Pearlyn did reply and she also happened to comment on my randomness(lol).
Moral of the story: Pearlyn is a common name. I'm an idiot.
Personal thoughts: But I haven't seen any other pearlyn in my life... is the name really common oO?


Ok... after that random story, I still haven't thought of what i wanted to blog about, so here's random fact #2:
I was supposed to take my dog(jubee) to the vet tomorrow for its injection with Regina but sadly my dad had taken it to the vet himself yesterday cos he was sick and had lotsa free time.
Sigh, what a pity, this normal trip to the vet could've been fabulous... I haven't seen Regina in a long long time, and I haven't seen my dog in a long long time too, and I kinda miss them, so I was kinda looking forward to the trip, but....crap. The next injection's 3months later, great.

End of random facts.
Heck I need someone to talk to. Someone with high intelligence and sensitivity. Last year when Rui said that she needed someone to talk to, I thought that was not possible, there're so many people around, just go talk to them! But slowly this year I'm starting to understand how she felt, not everyone is suitable for talking to, and some stuff can only be told to certain people. I used to think I was immune to troubles, would be permanently effortlessly happy, and never lonely.
I used to tell Rui to think like me, that everything would be fine, that its pointless to think too much. But I was wrong. This world is filled with troubles, just that I was too immature and blind to notice them. Come to think of it, I have very few people I can talk to, as in really confide in and ask for opinions, cos there are so many people you can't trust to keep secrets, and even if you could, they might not be able to comfort you in any way. This is just gonna escalate into a never-ending post on my thoughts on life currently, so I should stop here.