Came back from school where I had A maths common test and bio common test. I think i flunked both :( Suddenly feeling kinda sad... when I get home there's nothing I can do other den play computer games, which have gotten fairly boring. I can't call up my friends, cos I'm not very good at striking a conversation, and I think I've this *i don't care about you* kinda attitude which makes it harder for me to call just to chat. Normally I just call and sound like some kinda government official and just ask bout formal stuff, maybe thats just me:(. True, I speak fairly well when I'm online, but I can't seem to apply this to my daily life, when I really want to convey something, not just when I'm crap talking bout some game. Maybe its time I stopped gaming, and start studying like crazy? I've never done that in my life, but gaming seems to take up a major part of my time, making my life seem kinda empty. Maybe its just because of failing the test, or maybe its just some people, but whatever it is, its not making me happy.